May 2013
11 posts
Sick.
“I am not a problem. I am temporarily challenging for you and that’s a...”
All the pain suddenly feels real, all the fear turns out to be useless, and the waves of pain that comes with growth washes through yourself, while you struggle to either let it flow through you and let it leave your body as it came, or in a reflex repress the pain, repress and increase it. And no, no. Become one with the pain. Live it. Soar in it.
Suddenly all the good and the bad that would never happen to you and only existed in strange worlds happens to you and you realise that you don’t know anything if you don’t feel love.
April 2013
46 posts
“The human body essentially recreates itself every six months. Nearly every cell...”
– Donald Miller (via perfect)
“You can rest your head
and close those heavy eyelids,
my shoulders are yours.”
– Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson (via perfect)
I miss you. I miss the times we had. And the time we could have. And the new thing is that I am missing, something that burns horribly deep down is… us. That you forget that I am your friend, no matter how far the distance. I can’t always text you. I can’t swim through the ocean. I can’t see you. And what I do is and I want you to know that, I think of you every single day,...
I went to church with my family tonight and the...
Pastor: Now, according to a few passages in the bible, homosexuality is a sin.
Couple of older males in the audience: Amen!
Pastor: Now, wait, I'm not finished.
Pastor: You know what else the bible defines as a sin? Divorce.
-uncomfortable silence-
Pastor: There are countless passages that talk about how divorce is wrong, and that there are consequences to getting a divorce, such as the wife should be stoned.
Pastor: Yet, I witnessed a divorce just this morning. And I gotta tell you, it was heartbreaking, but I definitely didn't attempt to throw rocks at the wife, even though she was the one who filed for divorce.
Pastor: We choose to overlook the consequences of divorce because time has proven that they're inhumane and cruel.
Pastor: The bible doesn't say anything about the consequences of a homosexual lifestyle. Yet, we seem to be spearheading a campaign to ruin the lives of people we don't even know.
-the pastor shifts a few notes around-
Pastor: The bible states to love thy neighbor. That's it. There are no other rules or restrictions to that passage.
Pastor: So, we as a church family have to support equality with a smile on our face. THAT is the true Christian way.
I want to reconnect so fucking badly with the part of me that knows how much I am worth, that knows how many talents I have, that knows that I am no stupid person, that kows that I am lovely although my head inflicts so much pain onto my soul at times.
You want something… for years… and you wait for it patiently… and then you get it… and experiencing the moment of truth, that what you wished for turns out to be wrong for you… or it turns out to be the right thing. Talking about now, I was right. I was exactly right about what I wished for and what I needed, it was the same thing, exactly the same wonderful thing.
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